Strangly calm

I’m 9 dpo today.  Most months I would have started testing a couple days ago.  I don’t know why I test so early but I usually just can’t seem to wait.  I have no tests in the house so I can’t test.  I had an opportunity today at lunch to run to the Dollar Store and grab some tests so I could test tomorrow but I didn’t go.  I am getting excited about testing (as I do every month) but I’m strangly calm.  Maybe that’s a good sign.  Probably though, it’s because we’ve had so much going on lately, we just got the dog (who is still nameless by the way) last week, we’ve been going over to my mother’s house to help her clean out because she needs to sell her house and buy a condo.  Plus I’ve been sewing every chance I get.  So I’ve been keepying myself very busy and I guess it’s helping. 

I go in Monday for my blood test so I’ll definately do a pee test before then.  When I go get my blood test each month, they do the test in the morning and call mid afternoon around 3pm with the results.  There is no way I want to find out good or bad news like that while I’m at work.  So I’ll prepare myself mentally with a pee test in the privacy of my own home so if I want to cry, or maybe someday scream with joy about the results, I can do that. 

I’ll post my results sometime in the next couple of days when I finally get out and buy a test and take it. Please say a prayer for me if you are into praying or think positive thoughts if you don’t pray. Thanks