Inconclusive

I took a test but I’m not sure.  The good thing is that it wasn’t stark white.  I did see a line. The bad thing is that the line was not glaringly pink.  It was a wide enough line where I have a little hope that it might actually be a real line rather than an evap line.  Plus the line looks more pink than grey which is what my other evaps have looked like.  I am totally not getting my hopes up (ok, I sort of am) because I just don’t want to be crushed if it turns out to be nothing.  I’m going to do another Dollar Tree test in the morning before I go to the doctor to get my blood test. 

I guess I’m obsessed.  I keep looking at the test over and over to be sure it was more pink looking then grey.  Then I wonder if maybe I want this so badly that I’m imagining that it’s pink.  Hell, maybe I’m even imagining that there is some sort of a line. Nope, I just looked again there really is a line.  But I just don’t know if it’s real.  I guess I’ll know either way tomorrow.