Test results

I am in shock – I got a positive!!! Two beautiful pink lines this morning.  The test line was very light but I’ve done enough tests to know that this is definately positive.  I can’t believe it.  I’m going to the doctor this morning for my regular monthly blood test so they will confirm and I’m sure I’ll be on pins and needles all day but I know it’s positive. 

I woke J up to tell him.  He said that was the easy part, now comes the hard part.  After losing our last baby at 13 weeks along, we know that just because you get a bfp it doesn’t mean you get a baby.  So I told him, no, what we just went through was the hard part, now is the easy part.  Now, it’s about a half hour after that conversation and I just realized I’m very nervous.  Miscarriage rates for people my age (39 in two months) are pretty high.  I guess there isn’t anything I can do about it though except take care of myself and do what the doctor says. 

Omg – I just want to scream I’m so excited.  I have my test right here and can’t stop staring at it!